abg,this 10 months,been really difficult at tymes, bt i always keep u in my mind...how the first thing u said when u realized ur illness was in the terminal,was that u were sori..how brave u were in that statement,even facing death,u though of me first...u know how much i depended on u n how lost i'd b without u...
abg,i miss u evryday...i dont lie awake crying at nite,nor do i get up and roam the room..i do smtimes stil awake early in the morning panicked, feeling smthg horrible has happened.yet as i calm myself, i reflect that i m ok...nothing is wrong n let my memories go from sorrow to joy n hepi tymes...but abg,the one thing that ll never go away is how i miss sharing evryday's events with u..i really mis u!
abg,yet as selfishness as i want u here with me,i would never ve wanted u to have lived a moment in the kind of horrible pain n suffering that the brain cancer would ve caused u...i ve accepted that ur sudden death was a mercy granted u bcos u were a wonderful man!!
Muhammad Ammar,u were the LOVE of my life!!!!
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